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Goes to the Desert
11. And on the day following he went forth still more eagerly bent on the
service of God and having fallen in with the old man he had met previously,
he asked him to dwell with him in the desert. But when the other declined
on account of his great age, and because as yet there was no such custom,
Antony himself set off forthwith to the mountain. And yet again the enemy
seeing his zeal and wishing to hinder it, cast in his way what seemed to
be a great silver dish. But Antony, seeing the guile of the Evil One, stood,
and having looked on the dish, he put the devil in it to shame, saying,
Whence comes a dish in the desert? This road is not well-worn, nor
is there here a trace of any wayfarer; it could not have fallen without being
missed on account of its size; and he who had lost it having turned back,
to seek it, would have found it, for it is a desert place. This is some wile
of the devil. O thou Evil One, not with this shalt thou hinder my purpose;
let it go with thee to destruction. And when Antony had said this it
vanished like smoke from the face of fire.
12. Then again as he went on he saw what was this time not visionary, but
real gold scattered in the way. But whether the devil showed it, or some
better power to try the athlete and show the Evil One that Antony truly cared
nought for money, neither he told nor do we know. But it is certain that
that which appeared was gold. And Antony marvelled at the quantity, but passed
it by as though he were going over fire; so he did not even turn, but hurried
on at a run to lose sight of the place. More and more confirmed in his purpose,
he hurried to the mountain, and having found a fort, so long deserted that
it was full of creeping things, on the other side of the river; he crossed
over to it and dwelt there. The reptiles, as though some one were chasing
them, immediately left the place. But he built up the entrance completely,
having stored up loaves for six months this is a custom of the Thebans,
and the loaves often remain fresh a whole year and as he found water
within, he descended as into a shrine, and abode within by himself, never
going forth nor looking at any one who came. Thus he employed a long time
training himself, and received loaves, let down from above, twice in the
year.
13. But those of his acquaintances who came, since he did not permit them
to enter, often used to spend days and nights outside, and heard as it were
crowds within clamouring, dinning, sending forth piteous voices and crying,
Go from what is ours. What dost thou even in the desert? Thou canst
not abide our attack. So at first those outside thought there were
some men fighting with him, and that they had entered by ladders; but when
stooping down they saw through a hole there was nobody, they were afraid,
accounting them to be demons, and they called on Antony. Them he quickly
heard, though he had not given a thought to the demons, and coming to the
door he besought them to depart and not to be afraid, for thus,
said he, the demons make their seeming onslaughts against those who
are cowardly. Sign yourselves therefore with the cross, and depart boldly,
and let these make sport for themselves. So they departed fortified
with the sign of the Cross. But he remained in no wise harmed by the evil
spirits, nor was he wearied with the contest, for there came to his aid visions
from above, and the weakness of the foe relieved him of much trouble and
armed him with greater zeal. For his acquaintances used often to come expecting
to find him dead, and would hear him singing, Let God arise and let
His enemies be scattered, let them also that hate Him flee before His face.
As smoke vanisheth, let them vanish; as wax melts before the face of fire,
so let the sinners perish from the face of God ; and again, All
nations compassed me about, and in the name of the Lord I requited them .
14. And so for nearly twenty years he continued training himself in solitude,
never going forth, and but seldom seen by any. After this when many were
eager and wishful to imitate his discipline, and his acquaintances came and
began to cast down and wrench off the door by force, Antony, as from a shrine,
came forth initiated in the mysteries and filled with the Spirit of God.
Then for the first time he was seen outside the fort by those who came to
see him. And they, when they saw him, wondered at the sight, for he had the
same habit of body as before, and was neither fat, like a man without exercise,
nor lean from fasting and striving with the demons, but he was just the same
as they had known him before his retirement, And again his soul was free
from blemish, for it was neither contracted as if by grief, nor relaxed by
pleasure, nor possessed by laughter or dejection, for he was not troubled
when he beheld the crowd, nor overjoyed at being saluted by so many. But
he was altogether even as being guided by reason, and abiding in a natural
state. Through him the Lord healed the bodily ailments of many present, and
cleansed others from evil spirits. And He gave grace to Antony in speaking,
so that he consoled many that were sorrowful, and set those at variance at
one, exhorting all to prefer the love of Christ before all that is in the
world. And while he exhorted and advised them to remember the good things
to come, and the loving-kindness of God towards us, Who spared not
His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all , he persuaded many to
embrace the solitary life. And thus it happened in the end that cells arose
even in the mountains, and the desert was colonised by monks, who came forth
from their own people, and enrolled themselves for the citizenship in the
heavens.
15. But when he was obliged to cross the Arsenoitic Canal and the
occasion of it was the visitation of the brethren the canal was full
of crocodiles. And by simply praying, he entered it, and all they with him,
and passed over in safety. And having returned to his ceil, he applied himself
to the same noble and valiant exercises; and by frequent conversation he
increased the eagerness of those already monks, stirred up in most of the
rest the love of the discipline, and speedily by the attraction of his words
cells multiplied, and he directed them all as a father.
Preface
Part I: Antony's Youth and First Struggles with
Demons
Part II: He Dwells Among the Tombs
Part III: He Goes to the Desert
Part IV: His Sermon to the Young Men
Part V: His Life in the Desert
Part VI: He Goes to the Inner Desert
Part VII: Advice and Assistance for
Visitors
Part VIII: His Discourses Against Schismatics,
Arians, and Pagans
Part IX: His Growing Fame
Part X: His Death
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